Well i have nothing to say

 nothing to do

 so all ill do

is wish mysel right back to you

My heart is distressed

and you dont know

for once i have cared for someone you know?

i loved them to death

and now i cant

my heart is stopped

and all it can think about is life

i dont want to egg her on

i love her too much to do that

she doesnt know

and oh, the guilt

i have for my causing pain

i have done this to others

without feeling vain

all of my energy

is spent trying to stop thinking about you

i make it stop

occupying myself with others

and all they do is tell me that i should talk to you

but its impossible for me

for when i see you i freeze

i wont move or think ahead

i always do that one thing that turns you away

and it makes me feel horrible

cause i dont know mayb if i kept hold of you for one minute more

i could try to open the door

for my love to come pouring out

i dont ever think it will happen though

cause its probablly not meant to be

although i have been acting as if i dont love you...

its just not true

i cant stop and it makes me hurt

although i am still me

my head is now always somewhere else...

i cant rant more though

cause i think im going insane

i never had this emotion before

and whenever i see you

you make me want you more

heh im a dork i know >.< peace an out

Current Mood: Lovesick :-o

Current Music: Mike Maculuso-The Final Chapter