The Window is open, all you have to do is look through it, to see me, and you...

Well hello ladie's and gent's and tonight i'm going to talk about life and it's issues. Recently I started to care again which is by far not who I thought I was anymore but it was something that I remembered from anger management, that i remember being told to me "Everyone has a rough life, not just you be happy about what you do have." What a load of shit. When you look around this greedy and corrupt world we live in you expect to see some good people, trying to make everyone believe in righteousness and what have you, but that is a very rare occasion in the world we live in now. The world is not eqaul, no one is eqaul, we all have our differences and as a friend had said to me before " We had a constitution working for us for 200+ years then we became corrupt like everything else in the system" and I try to tell myself that this isn't true but everytime I think that I think, "scratch that I know that it is a total lie." Reality is easily escapable for the rich they just drown themselves in money, for the rebel young, there's alway's drug's to turn to, but what about the single parent that cannot afford to drown in money or to get high and let thier kid drown in the bathtub, what about those people? They cannot escape from this world and that I think is torture, everyday knowing that being on the planet is a waste and your thier soley for being someone's lustful sin, and maybe even envy since they do not see your pain and anguish. Then I come to myself the uncommon teenager that is trying not to be in but at that same time feeling rejected from society and socially undeveloped, with the disgrace of not being able to truly love someone and not be able to get over it within a week. I feel that is a great mistake in humanity, giving us free choice, we're stupid and arrogant as human being's even though we may not say we are, we may be the most arrogant out of the many. It is now 1:14 A.M. when i'm writing this and I fell like my eyes are more open then ever, maybe they were onto something when they said that geniuses are the one's that do not sleep, or maybe it's from the pure lack of sleep i'm getting these ideas, sicerely i do not know. For all of you that care about me I feel truly blessed and believe me now that my heart isn't so cold I'll start caring again soon.

Qoute of the day- "They say sleep is the cousin of death, so my eyes wide
open cause a dream is kin to your last breath"- The Game from the song "Dreams"
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Current Music: Dreams-The Game